My new toy - Canon EOS-500D

After i've been waiting for two weeks, perhaps it may be a long waiting for my SLR camera and finally i got it today, what a great feeling when holding it ! This good deal package is come with 8GB class 4 memory with EFs 18:200mm zoom lens (oh yes !), better than the normal kit lens (18:55mm) which is giving short distance focal length. I had some night view shots shooting at the high rise buildings while testing on different shooting modes and the output results was great.



Well, there's lot's of mode settings and built-in features i need to play around and trying to get it handy in two weeks time before i get another prime lens, is more cater for portrait shots and night views because of greater aperture exposure. Meanwhile, I will make full use of it whenever at my leisure and trying to capture different kind of shots especially for sightseeing views and people. Well, it's really nice feeling while taking pictures everywhere as i go with great satisfaction in photographing.

活得开心是快乐的理由

其实女生想不想去依赖男生或独立，其实是很自然的，只是在乎于男生懂得女生的感受和关心她多一点。所以不要太过在意男生会不会接受女生的依赖或独立，喜欢的就是喜欢，不喜欢的怎么说也没用。 想多了，可能会给自己带多了一份失落感， 会开心对吗?

活得开心是快乐的理由，知足最重要。想清楚自己想要的是什么，也许会找到快乐的理由。好好把握和享受生命中的每一段过程，只因为它不会重来。

爱，其实是很简单。

刚看了篇朋友写的blog文章关于 ''习惯性的爱''，可能是她的blog网页有点问题吧，就是回复不到我的看法...

习惯性的爱
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我不懂习惯算得了爱吗。
首先是我爱你，你爱我，才让你融入我的生活中。
渐渐的习惯了你的存在。习惯了有你陪伴，
习惯了与你分享每件事物。爱没当初这么浓，但是习惯了。
开始会对对方有所要求了，开始埋怨对方的性格。
也就是开始测试谁爱对方多些。
谁肯让步，谁肯迁就。
习惯迁就，习惯让步。
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其实我也有点认同她的想法，只不过是需要理智一点的去处理。爱情是没有对和错，习惯了去爱一个人的好和坏习惯是接受。但如果是迁就的那么不快乐，彼此的感受都会承受不了内心的委屈和伤害。而迁就的那么辛苦，又何必再去勉强呢？

爱，其实是很简单。只要两个人走在一起感觉上是很舒服，快乐和自在，那就好了。

Photographing

It's like a 'second-comeback' taking up photographing ever since i gave up this hobby in my teenage because of financial constraint. It's been a long while and thanks to a friend of mine brought me back to the world of photography again. After few comparisons and forum studies on DSLR cameras for my consideration, i have decided to to get a mid-end model which is Canon EOS 500D with EFS 18:200mm F/3.5-5.6 zoom lens.

This model is seems just nice for me in terms of features (below) and not forgetting the reasonable price which is about RM4000-4500K. Hopefully will get a best deal from friend and should be getting it in two weeks.

• Higher resolution sensor (15.1 vs 12.2 effective megapixels)
• Extended ISO range up to ISO 12800
• HD video capability
• New 3.0 inch 920K pixels screen
• Adjustable noise reduction and highlight tone priority
• Face Detection in Live View
• Peripheral Illumination Correction
• HDMI output
• Larger buffer in continuous shooting
• Digic 4 style menu design

Primary school's classmates reunion

It was a tiring day for me and my schedule was packed with things-to-do in Puchong such like fixing car sterling alignment in morning, viewing condos somewhere for my investment consideration and finally attended my primary schoolmates reunion in the evening.

Well, it was glad to see so many old faces classmates including my form teacher there with great feelings, and most of them still remember me just because i was one of naughty guy in class those were the days. As it was the first gathering we had, most common topics we chat are just like 'Hari Ini Dalam Sejarah' (today in history)... and it's fun with laugh. I was truly enjoyed myself there and hopes to keep it going from time to time.

Difficult moment

如果我们一路来走的路是那么的崎曲而不快乐，彼此都会承受不了内心的委屈和伤害。我很痛很失落，但是不可以不再面对现实。这是我生命中其中一个最难的决定，结束是我不想要的结果，但分开可能是对大家最好的解脱。。。

现在我只能做到的是把我们以往开心的点点滴滴转变为一个美丽的回忆。未来会怎样谁也不能肯定而我也不能够保证些什么，只是希望以后我们彼此各走的路会有美好的将来。希望她会一切安好。

Dilemma

Life can be simple or it can be hard instead likewise for happiness. I understand this wisdom quote - "Happiness and sadness is just actually standing in between the line, that's the choice how you going to chose and want it to be.". Well, sounds easy to say than done and the dilemma i'm getting now has been haunting me ups and downs from time to time... and I don't really feel happiness in heart ever since we were made up together again.

I have been praying to God seeking for wisdom and answer over and over again whether we are really meant to be. He may already have given me the answer indeed but i just trying to runaway and ignore the fact. I appreciate our relationship and gave myself another chance to talk that out, hoping that it will get better understanding and comforts between us after quarrels when it happened but our relationship is never been better along the way and got back to square somehow.

I'm getting tired, really really tired to see that repeated over and over again. Perhaps it's time to take a break and treat myself better to prevent both of us suffer forever though it's happening. Lord, please give me the strength i need to move on...

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