The days we once had

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I will never forget the days we once had,
The days we were sharing our joys and sorrows,
My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever,
But now I've realized that it was only a wishful dream.

The feelings we have for each other is fading out,
The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms,
Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets,
That I would once have to live through,
Makes my heart shattered into a million pieces.

I sometimes wonder if you still think of me,
Or if to you, I'm just a common face in the crowd.
I wish so that you will find your true happiness one day,
But for now, I will sit here silently,
Remembering all the memories we once shared.

Although days like these is difficult for a while,
But life goes on and gotta move on no matter what,
And time will heal a broken heart day by day,
Hoping that happiness will once shine upon me someday.

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Relationship is like a glass, sometimes it's better to leave them
broken than try to hurt yourself again putting it back together.

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Being Happy

Being happy can be hard sometimes, it's like maintaining a nice home and got to hang on our treasures and throw out the garbage, and it also requires looking for good things as well. One person sees the beautiful view and the other sees the dirty window. When we're unhappy just because life is not as we want it and it's not matching our expectations of how it ought to be perhaps.

Well, it's true that laughter is kind of mechanism may heal person's unhappiness in a short moment or maybe a little longer trying to relieve pains or stress to minimum. I don' think I'm being negative thinking but it's a fact, and what happen next after laughter has gone ?

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Forget things not

Just had a chat with a friend of mine and got to know she left her mobile inside her jacket at office and problem is her jacket just hanging around her cubicle chair. She told me that's not her first time happened like that as she's not only left her mobile before but also house keys, wallet and even her laptop (goshhh...), and now she's worrying her mobile may get stolen at night. My advice for her not to think so much (unless to drive back to office), as many CCTV are installed around the corners and it should be safe by all means.

How forgetful... but i think she's just fine (human do make mistake sometimes) and maybe it's bit funny to hear that, just because... I myself also not the first time to hear she left things at office (hehe...). Guess i probably would get 'something' from her when she read this later :-p

Well, such forgetful case is not only happened to her but me as well. Even now it still happen to me from time to time. Those forgetful things were usually happened to me such as, forgot to bring car key out when i was going to get my car (that's ok); forgot to bring my wallet when i was driving smoothly in car (that's still ok provided i didn't get caught); forgot to bring my soccer boots when i reached football stadium (that's sucks); forgot to bring my brain to work sometimes when i wasn't get enough sleep or sick (that's weird but i couldn't help it), and many more perhaps. Hence, I do understand how people feel when they ever forget things themselves and they might get one or more reaction feelings like this normally - frustrating, regretting, nervous, worrying or helpless.

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Drinking lifestyle

That happened right after my colleague's wedding dinner as I went for drink with friends at 'The Curve' and spent some time in two of the pubs there...

Well, drinking at pub occasionally is fine as I've not been doing this for long time. It was fun while enjoying some good time with friends there but thinking I may be getting little old for this as i got to limit myself for alcoholic drinks nowadays although i still could take it. Perhaps my lifestyle has changed, i would leave the pub in 2 hours or most before my head started to 'ding-dong' here and there (headache) probably because of the loud bass music. Perhaps my time for hanging out at pub has passed but occasionally visit is still fine whenever it's possible.

If given a choice, I'd rather have it at open area/pub with friends, at least i still can breath the fresh air.

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